It’s been a while ……….I decided to stop blogging as I think I was upsetting some people because my fistula story is quite arduous. I still speak privately to my followers and we support each other through this journey, I have made some good friends xx
So it’s almost 4 years since my fistula journey started. It’s been a very long road, full of ups and downs, an attempted repair nearly killed me, I’ve been to the top man in the country and yet still no answers are in sight, this is it, I’m probably stuck with it. I don’t want to risk more surgery and lose what I have. I can eat and drink and do pretty much all the important things so il settle for that. More surgery could a) kill me b) mean I end up on TPN permanently 3) cure me but for now no surgeon has convinced me that they can fix me so I will probably live with it, for now. My husband is opposed to me having more surgery, I don’t think he’s ever really recovered from the events of May 17.
It’s been an ok year apart from my beautiful little baby granddaughter getting sick, she is fine now but it was a difficult time for us all. I’ve made a few good friends this year who support me day and day out and I’m so grateful for that. I have a scan scheduled for the New Year and I’m being transferred to another expert to see what she thinks of it all.
In the meantime I’m closing my blog and would like to wish you all a Happy Christmas and a healthy New Year 🎄